The title is very true, at the moment everything it seems is not going the way I would like, searching for an apartment is difficult and I only have a few weeks to find one before I have to leave where I am. I'm still debating with myself whether I want to try for a studio apartment or find with room-mates. All I do know is I want Tel Aviv.
The reason I think I'm having a debate is since I've lived away from home since University I've always lived with other people, even if we haven't socialised much, they have always been there. But I am 35 and maybe living on my own would be good for me, even if it’s a small studio apartment. Perhaps having that will push me to get out and about when I move into Tel Aviv, to meet people and build the life I want.
At the moment though I feel like things aren't going well for me, I feel very isolated and alone and it’s tough. There are moments where I feel like I should give up and go back to the UK, but then I think I will be in the same position there, I'd have to look for a place to live, for a job, rebuild my social life again. All in all if I had to choose I think I'll stay here for now... it’s warmer. Anyway I'm off to bed, going to a Star Trek event tomorrow so want to rest up. Blog again soon.
adam you can always talk to me if you need something. and i really understands your situation.
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Adam, why would you consider moving back to the UK? There's a reason you came here, right? I think you should stick to your plans no matter what.
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